Drama...once again it is out of control. I hate it, I've put up and heard everybody's drama for all my high school career. I wish people would just set aside their differences, get along, and be reasonable. I wish some people would seriously grow up too.

Today was an all day band practice. It wasn't what I expected it to be too. I was really looking forward to helping my clarinets but it was not to be...but to make up for it we got a lot of the bugs worked out of the show, but we didn't quite meet our goal. Our first competition is only two weeks or so away, and honestly, I'm scared of the outcome of it. I really am.

I'm even more worried about State Championships. Our band is a good sized band and all, but I think a lot of people have just stopped trying. Our band director says you have to believe, but I don't know. Right now I am more disappointed than anything.

Maybe things will work out for the better. I just feel like everyone has turned their back on me other than my friends...